[he thinks it does matter, on some level (and also that's a broad category, because just about everything that has to do with anything will anger her), but. who is he to argue?]
... distantly, he wonders who she saw on the disc. his wasn't of her, so it seems that those already here aren't an option. someone from her current life, then? or a past one?
a part of him wishes it could be him. not for proof of anything—that she even exists is already confirmation—but because at least if it was, he'd know that it didn't hurt her. she doesn't need any more pain.]
[and with that, he turns to leave. there's nothing else he can say. not stay safe, when she doesn't want that; not see you later, when every time they talk could be their last.
and not goodbye, because he's never ready for it to be. if, somehow, she lives a life no longer touched by the gods' curses, if she finds someone else who makes her happy and their betrothal breaks—then agni thinks he can let go of his regrets.
but until then, when he has long since lost any other will to go on beyond his duty, the idea of facing eternity in a world without her terrifies him.]
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[ agni doesn't get to know what other decisions she may or may not have made apparently ]
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[...]
People have asked me about you. Is there anything you'd rather I not say...?
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[ she knows better. agni respects her privacy too much, once she's awakened, to reveal anything he knows would anger her. so all she says is: ]
Tell them what you want. It doesn't matter.
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I understand.
... Thank you for helping Ayabe.
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[ she may not have any particular investment in them but she's not heartless :/ ]
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[he knows very well.
... distantly, he wonders who she saw on the disc. his wasn't of her, so it seems that those already here aren't an option. someone from her current life, then? or a past one?
a part of him wishes it could be him. not for proof of anything—that she even exists is already confirmation—but because at least if it was, he'd know that it didn't hurt her. she doesn't need any more pain.]
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Was that all you wanted, Agni?
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[and with that, he turns to leave. there's nothing else he can say. not stay safe, when she doesn't want that; not see you later, when every time they talk could be their last.
and not goodbye, because he's never ready for it to be. if, somehow, she lives a life no longer touched by the gods' curses, if she finds someone else who makes her happy and their betrothal breaks—then agni thinks he can let go of his regrets.
but until then, when he has long since lost any other will to go on beyond his duty, the idea of facing eternity in a world without her terrifies him.]