I'm sorry, Brilith. I know this isn't a good time, but there won't ever be one—if I ever have reason to think you're the monster, what do you want me to do?
[it's something that's been on his mind for a while.]
[ she's quiet for a long time, just letting all those secondhand emotions flow through her while she considers her answer. it's a terrifying thing to think about - but she wonders if hunter must have felt the same way. did he know? is he still there somewhere, inside of that creature?
her answer was never going to change. but somehow, knowing hunter is already in that position makes it easier for her to accept for herself. she'd rather it be her than a boy so young, one with such kindness in his heart. ]
You already know my answer, don't you? [ he must have seen it, during the attack on atera, or even sometime after. ] You'll have to kill me.
[ there's a deep sense of dread welling up within her at the possibility, but agni is right. it's something they have to consider. all the same... ]
What should I do, Agni? We both know that I'm not strong enough to defeat you on my own.
[ without magic, she's at a severe disadvantage - she only knows the basics of fighting without magic, and that certainly wouldn't be enough. but bringing someone else into that fight... it's not a risk she wants to take. ]
Ask for help, Brilith. I can't afford to return to our universe with a corrupted soul, but you can't die in the process, either.
[it's enough that he, in some ways, is responsible for so much of her misfortune.]
... In any case, it's more likely that one of us would be caught at trial and dealt with the next day. Ideally, another case like Meltryllis's won't come to pass—and even if it does, it seems we're getting a hold of more solutions.
no subject
What do you mean?
no subject
[ she looks troubled by that one. ]
...It said agonizing pain.
no subject
no subject
no subject
[...]
Do you want my gun?
no subject
no subject
[...]
I'm sorry, Brilith. I know this isn't a good time, but there won't ever be one—if I ever have reason to think you're the monster, what do you want me to do?
[it's something that's been on his mind for a while.]
no subject
her answer was never going to change. but somehow, knowing hunter is already in that position makes it easier for her to accept for herself. she'd rather it be her than a boy so young, one with such kindness in his heart. ]
You already know my answer, don't you? [ he must have seen it, during the attack on atera, or even sometime after. ] You'll have to kill me.
no subject
still, he needed to hear it from her.]
... Understood.
no subject
If you ever do have a reason to believe it's me... don't hesitate. I don't want to kill anyone here.
no subject
no subject
[ there's a deep sense of dread welling up within her at the possibility, but agni is right. it's something they have to consider. all the same... ]
What should I do, Agni? We both know that I'm not strong enough to defeat you on my own.
[ without magic, she's at a severe disadvantage - she only knows the basics of fighting without magic, and that certainly wouldn't be enough. but bringing someone else into that fight... it's not a risk she wants to take. ]
no subject
Ask for help, Brilith. I can't afford to return to our universe with a corrupted soul, but you can't die in the process, either.
[it's enough that he, in some ways, is responsible for so much of her misfortune.]
... In any case, it's more likely that one of us would be caught at trial and dealt with the next day. Ideally, another case like Meltryllis's won't come to pass—and even if it does, it seems we're getting a hold of more solutions.
no subject
[ which part ]
I'll ask someone, if it comes to that. And I'll keep looking for answers, until we find a way out of here, even if Master Blue won't tell us anything.
...Do you want to come with me, when I talk to him?
no subject
no subject
Hunter asked to come, too. If... If he's still alive this week, I'll tell you when to come.